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YouTube viewers..

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Hi everyone..  Hope you're all vvell.. I am so sorry to mess everyone around but right now i have NO idea what i am doing.  I'm an utter mess, soul destroyed and heartbroken beyond belief.. I never knevv someone vvho claimed to 'love me' could be so heartless as to block me completely out of their lives, vvas i that bad...??? Because of that, my confidence has been severely knocked.. I fucking despise myself more than i ever have in all my life.. I feel vvorthless and disgusting and as if there is no point to anything.. I honestly thought i vvas an okay girlfriend, but the situation proves othervvise.. I am a horrid person and i deserve all the pain i am getting, and then some more...
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New Years Resolutions...

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.. I don't have many, but they are as follows.. 1.  Drink 2ltrs of water a day 2.  Eat less sugar. 3.  No processed food at all. 4.  Be grateful every of what i have, every moment of every day. 5.  Be happy :)
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What?

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4 months since i did an update....?  And to think blogger USE to be my life, i use to love documenting what was happening, now, not so much... These days i get bored far too quickly and really can't be bothered.. But its 9.27am and i thought i'd check out my blog and maybe have a change around, i DO love a change in background and script... ;) So what's been happening? .............................................................................................. That's all :)
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The last month...

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Over the last month i have been diagnosed with severe anemia, had my 39th birthday, school broke up for the holidays, i stabbed myself through the finger with a dinner knife (not even a sharp one), but deep enough to have all the fat tissue hanging out, shave off the top off my little finger and have a round of botox and fillers............. That's all.
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Tattoo day..

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I was watching YT videos last night and scared myself silly.  I was contemplating cancelling my appointment, i was SO close... Got there this morning at 11.30.  The girl who did it was lovely, really calmed me down... Sat in the chair and didn't feel anything.  A slight scratchy feeling at one point but nothing i would call 'pain'... I reckon i was there for about 30 minutes, maybe a bit more - and i am really happy with the result.. :)
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Blogging

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Blogging is something i use to do religiously.. Playing out my life in words, every day, but now, i seem to have lost the desire, maybe because i really don't have much to talk about these days.  There is no drama, no boyfriend/friend troubles, i am just plodding along with me and my boy.. Each day is filled with laughter and happiness.  I am truly blessed with all i have been through that i finally have that in my life.
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Lovely surprise today....

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