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Hi everyone.. Hope you're all vvell.. I am so sorry to mess everyone around but right now i have NO idea what i am doing. I'm an utter mess, soul destroyed and heartbroken beyond belief.. I never knevv someone vvho claimed to 'love me' could be so heartless as to block me completely out of their lives, vvas i that bad...??? Because of that, my confidence has been severely knocked.. I fucking despise myself more than i ever have in all my life.. I feel vvorthless and disgusting and as if there is no point to anything.. I honestly thought i vvas an okay girlfriend, but the situation proves othervvise.. I am a horrid person and i deserve all the pain i am getting, and then some more...