BEING SARAH.......

Hi people.. I can still see that i am being viewed, which is cool... Firstly i want to say that there was a post on here dated the 20th of September.. I have NO idea how it got on my blog as i have not been on here for weeks.  The blog was about someone from a long time ago.. i really honestly don't know how it came to be.. so i apologise for that... Anyway... Things are going well. I have started walking out on my own again. I have been in TWO media publications recently.  Pick me up magazine and my local newspaper. I am now 'dating' again.  A lovely bloke - who lives TWO minutes away... My puppy was mated yesterday, so hopefully we'll have puppies soon. I'm feeling really well.. Yeah. So that's it in a nutshell..... ;)

..how you are relishing in my depression and illness. You too were sick once, how would you have felt if someone was telling you that you deserved it because you were such a bad person? I am NOT a bad person. I am a fucking good person for all the shit i put up with. I am a VERY GOOD mother, i actually spend time with my son, doing things with him, being THERE for him, i don't ship him out to people because i am bored and want to please myself. I do EVERYTHING for my husband and with everything we've been through i love him more than i could ever imagined, i help my family out whenever i am asked and i've been the best friend possible, so that makes me a bad person? No. We are TWO people (yeah, just us involved in this) - who fell out. Fuck me, the amount of people you've fallen out with over the years i've known you, did that make you deservent of being agoraphobic? Of course it didn't. I just pray to God that you never relapse, because mental illness only ha