2 months and no post.........

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..and wowzers.. so much has been going on!

The biggest thing that has happened is that a person that i know got the arse ache when i spoke to their ex about the reasons they split, they had a MASSIVE shit fit, came to my house shouting abuse at my door, then sent round their parents (they are 36 years of age!!!) and came back the next day, repeated the abusive behaviour and walked off stamping all over my flowers...

Fast forward to last Friday, this person spoke to my best friend and made a threat against me saying that they were going to get me back, payback because i deserved it... *I SPOKE TO THEIR EX, I DIDN'T KILL A PUPPY* .. My friend being a friend told me about this and it caused her concern so i was left with no option but to go to the police.....The police went round and had a word... But the all the shit (evidence of threats) i had via text was quite disgusting...Thank god i kept them since they needed to see it all.

What else...?  I have been seeing a fella for about 6 weeks, he's nice....but i am holding back on having a relationship.  Why?  I just don't want one.  It's too much pressure to be 'normal' and i don't want that.  He comes over and he's cool, we have a laugh and that's the main thing... anything more than that and i would run a mile!


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