BEING SARAH.......

Happy Christmas everyone.  Hope you all had a fab day and are looking forward to an AMAZING 2013.  I know i am....  The babies are now 4 weeks and 4 days old.  They are all walking and are starting to be weaned... They are right little characters and all very different indeed.  Brian is the big boisterous one... Likes to attack.  Bindi is a sweet little thing, she is very affectionate.  Bear and Barry, are quite quiet, however Bear is become more inquisitive, whereas Barry is the little one who is picked on rather a lot... Bless him.  He seems a bit clueless. He sits there with his tail wagging for no apparent reason, such a treasure.. I love them all and it's going to be SO hard to part with them.... Ugh!  Not long now :( NYE is going to be lonely... But i guess i will survive... I always do.... That's all for now... ..and maybe that's all for 2012....  Thanks for reading, if anyone still does..... Sa...

Yes,  and i can use that word... because our town, today, with no more than ONE inch of snow at the most, was complete gridlock!  I was meant to go and see my friend today and get a few last Christmas presents and it took us an hour to go 3 miles.... Eventually we turned round.  Couldn't be arsed to sit in queues, so we went back into town, did shopping and gave the journey a second go... We were doing fine, then MORE queues.  All in all it took us nearly 2 1/2 hours a journey that normally takes 20 minutes.  ONE INCH OF SNOW!!!!!................. I know this is going to get boring... but its never going to get boring for me... ... 9 day old puppies.... They are already changing colour... They are SO gorgeous.. How on earth am i going to get rid of them!?... It's going to break my heart :( On the upside, my little girl is back to getting her cuddles.. Not been able to do this for weeks.... Lovely puppy! That's all..

Took this gorgeous little picture very very early this morning.  I love the way that (Little Brown) Bear has his arm around his brother... so cute, so precious! So.. I had another night of no sleep!  Oh dear God, i need sleep now, i am fricking exhausted and becoming extremely grumpy.  Understandable really.... However, i can't sleep, i have a house to clean and it won't clean itself!!!! That's all ;)

...This happened on Monday the 26th November at 6pm, 6.17pm, 6.53pm and 9.10pm. I am introducing to you, Bluebells litter of four beautiful puppies (3 boys and 1 girl).  From left to right we have Brian, Bindi, Bernie and Bear. I am keeping (Little Brown) Bear.  He's all Brindle at the moment and the smallest/runt of the litter.  He's gorgeous though and i can't wait for him to get a big boy. 3 days before labour was stressful because she was pacing and nesting, and since the puppies have been born, it's been more stress making sure all babies are feeding well etc, their heat pad is warm, their environment is clean and their weight monitored.  Puppies cries are like baby seagulls screeching and that has been pretty constant day and night for a week.  To say i am sleep deprived is an understatement... I've had barely any sleep, i can count the hours on ONE hand.   Last night, when the babies seemed settled, i had Bluebell wanting to jum...

Yeah.  Facebook friends should not include FAMILY!  My family are not my friends simply because we would never cross paths and we have nothing in common!  My mother, however, a different story. So yeah, when i am deleted by a family member for being honest (and that person can't handle the truth) i was deleted.  Bothered?  LOL... Not at all.  Couldn't be any less bothered, in fact, the less that person knows about my business the better.  This person has hated me from birth and it really is as simple as that. Resentment much!???? So to make sure said person knows NOTHING about my life... i deleted any one associated with them, so no information can get back to them.  Easy peasy. Moving on....

After an almost 3 month break from blogging i thought it was time to come back and chat.... about shit.... This time of the year isn't my favourite, especially since it's about now when i started going 'cuckoo' last year.  I am trying to be brave... i AM brave.. I know i am, i am going to be fine!...... It's been 6 months since i split up with the ex.  It's been odd up to now because i found out he was talking utter lies about  me to everyone and anyone who'd listen, but then i thought.... Do i REALLY care?  And the answer to that was NO!  The people he was telling are people i do not care about.... and have nothing to do with my life... Yeah, not bothered.  However, i was bothered when it was my SISTER he was telling (one day before we split up actually) and she was joining in .........not cool. Anyway, i am a div... and i do tend to cut my own fringe.  Badly.  This time i did it so bad i had to call on the ex - i was NOT willing to pay X a...