Tattoo day..

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I was watching YT videos last night and scared myself silly.  I was contemplating cancelling my appointment, i was SO close...

Got there this morning at 11.30.  The girl who did it was lovely, really calmed me down... Sat in the chair and didn't feel anything.  A slight scratchy feeling at one point but nothing i would call 'pain'... I reckon i was there for about 30 minutes, maybe a bit more - and i am really happy with the result.. :)


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