BEING SARAH.......

Yeah.  Facebook friends should not include FAMILY!  My family are not my friends simply because we would never cross paths and we have nothing in common!  My mother, however, a different story. So yeah, when i am deleted by a family member for being honest (and that person can't handle the truth) i was deleted.  Bothered?  LOL... Not at all.  Couldn't be any less bothered, in fact, the less that person knows about my business the better.  This person has hated me from birth and it really is as simple as that. Resentment much!???? So to make sure said person knows NOTHING about my life... i deleted any one associated with them, so no information can get back to them.  Easy peasy. Moving on....

After an almost 3 month break from blogging i thought it was time to come back and chat.... about shit.... This time of the year isn't my favourite, especially since it's about now when i started going 'cuckoo' last year.  I am trying to be brave... i AM brave.. I know i am, i am going to be fine!...... It's been 6 months since i split up with the ex.  It's been odd up to now because i found out he was talking utter lies about  me to everyone and anyone who'd listen, but then i thought.... Do i REALLY care?  And the answer to that was NO!  The people he was telling are people i do not care about.... and have nothing to do with my life... Yeah, not bothered.  However, i was bothered when it was my SISTER he was telling (one day before we split up actually) and she was joining in .........not cool. Anyway, i am a div... and i do tend to cut my own fringe.  Badly.  This time i did it so bad i had to call on the ex - i was NOT willing to pay X a...

Hi people.. I can still see that i am being viewed, which is cool... Firstly i want to say that there was a post on here dated the 20th of September.. I have NO idea how it got on my blog as i have not been on here for weeks.  The blog was about someone from a long time ago.. i really honestly don't know how it came to be.. so i apologise for that... Anyway... Things are going well. I have started walking out on my own again. I have been in TWO media publications recently.  Pick me up magazine and my local newspaper. I am now 'dating' again.  A lovely bloke - who lives TWO minutes away... My puppy was mated yesterday, so hopefully we'll have puppies soon. I'm feeling really well.. Yeah. So that's it in a nutshell..... ;)

..how you are relishing in my depression and illness. You too were sick once, how would you have felt if someone was telling you that you deserved it because you were such a bad person? I am NOT a bad person. I am a fucking good person for all the shit i put up with. I am a VERY GOOD mother, i actually spend time with my son, doing things with him, being THERE for him, i don't ship him out to people because i am bored and want to please myself. I do EVERYTHING for my husband and with everything we've been through i love him more than i could ever imagined, i help my family out whenever i am asked and i've been the best friend possible, so that makes me a bad person? No. We are TWO people (yeah, just us involved in this) - who fell out. Fuck me, the amount of people you've fallen out with over the years i've known you, did that make you deservent of being agoraphobic? Of course it didn't. I just pray to God that you never relapse, because mental illness only ha...

HELLO...  I HAVE DECIDED TO NO LONGER BLOG HERE.  I HAVE BEEN RUBBISH OVER THE LAST FEW MONTHS ANYWAY AND TO BE HONEST, I PREFER VLOGGING, SO THAT IS WHAT I AM GOING TO BE DOING.  I WILL PROBABLY POST THE VIDS HERE... BUT NOT WRITE. MY LIFE HAS TOTALLY CHANGED OVER THE LAST FEW MONTHS, I HAVE TOTALLY CHANGED TOO.  I LOVE THE PERSON I AM NOW... I AM HAPPY 99% OF THE TIME.. I DON'T HAVE ANY STRESS, I DON'T WORRY ABOUT ANYTHING.. I AM CHILLED AND HAPPY...  LIFE IS FANTASTIC AND I WOULDN'T HAVE IT ANY OTHER WAY... SO YEAH... THAT'S ALL FOR NOW, OR UNTIL THE NEXT VLOG... SARAH X