Easing back into it...

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After an almost 3 month break from blogging i thought it was time to come back and chat.... about shit....

This time of the year isn't my favourite, especially since it's about now when i started going 'cuckoo' last year.  I am trying to be brave... i AM brave.. I know i am, i am going to be fine!......

It's been 6 months since i split up with the ex.  It's been odd up to now because i found out he was talking utter lies about  me to everyone and anyone who'd listen, but then i thought.... Do i REALLY care?  And the answer to that was NO!  The people he was telling are people i do not care about.... and have nothing to do with my life... Yeah, not bothered.  However, i was bothered when it was my SISTER he was telling (one day before we split up actually) and she was joining in .........not cool.

Anyway, i am a div... and i do tend to cut my own fringe.  Badly.  This time i did it so bad i had to call on the ex - i was NOT willing to pay X amount to have my fringe cut in a salon... He came round to my house, 5 minutes, sorted my fringe and went.... It was fine... We got on... Made me happy.

What else... My Bluebell is pregnant (planned and paid for stud).  She is 5 weeks and 1 day gone.  I have had her scanned and they saw 2 puppies in there... but we'll have to wait and see, either that or i pay another £55 and have her scanned again in a few weeks.

Right now, that is about all i have to say.. It's nearly time for my TV to start.... Must dash and make a cuppa before it all kicks off....

:)

Comments

Anonymous said…
You do realise I come here nearly every day and stalk you....waiting for an update....something a bit more informative than FB.....nice to see you are happy enjoying "single" life....you are right your boy is growing into a man :-)

Missed your updates...pretty please post more

Much love....Moi xxxxx
02/11/2012, 13:15
Sarah♥ said…
Ha... Now i am back... ;)
02/11/2012, 13:19
Clare said…
Ha ha me too, but I felt bad with the stalking so added you to my Blogger Dashboard so any updates flash up on there. Glad you're back Sarah, keep up the good work (",)
08/11/2012, 17:47
Sarah♥ said…
Thanks Clare :)
08/11/2012, 17:49
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