Smiling!

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With his permission i am posting a new picture. I would like you to meet my gorgeous boyfriend....

Today i had to go and have a scan at the hospital. Yes, we followed my mum, but it is 20 minutes away - so that IS something.
Then on the way home we were going to go to the farm and see the animals, but because of the pouring rain, i said "NO WAY!"...
From there...man friend and i drove home alone....without ma....about 5 minutes.... :) :) :)

I am beyond happy today...
He got the day off to come with me...
He's gorgeous...

♥

Comments

Drew said…
Look at you all happy and everything! Good for you Sarah. You deserve every minute of it. Things are really looking up for you!
12/08/2009, 17:45
Sarah♥ said…
Thanks Drew..
I am still very up and down...but today its a definite UP!

:)
12/08/2009, 19:49
em said…
i think these small trips, will turn into bigger things. i think your wise to take them instead of leaping in at the deep end. things will work out im sure. good luck.x
12/08/2009, 19:53
coffeecup said…
Fabulous!!! It's just a joy to read about your happiness. Woo hoo!

I think your confidence is going to just grow and grow. It's lovely to see you with him Sarah, you look so comfortable and content with that beaming smile :-)

LONG MAY IT CONTINUE!!! XXXX
12/08/2009, 22:37
Amy said…
Awww. That's awesome!
13/08/2009, 07:53
Emma said…
Waves at Sean. Hi Sean............
:)

And good 4 u Sarah. xx
13/08/2009, 10:52
Sarah♥ said…
Alice...You're right. It's going to take time to get normal - but all these things i am doing are heading in the right direction and that is what matters to me.

Thank you for your comment.

x
13/08/2009, 11:05
Sarah♥ said…
Steph..Hope you are well beautiful.

We had the most lovely time together. He came over Tuesday evening, met me in Sainsburys at 5 and he stayed until this morning. I love being with someone who is funny and happy AND who is nice to me...

I am beaming :)

x
13/08/2009, 11:07
Sarah♥ said…
Vegetation..

THANK YOU :)

♥
13/08/2009, 11:07
Sarah♥ said…
Emma..
I'm sure he'd be waving back :)

x
13/08/2009, 11:08
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