Dear Readers....

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Wowzers.

I would just like to take a moment and thank each and every one of my readers who bother to take a few minutes each day to drop by and read about my misery... All i can think is that it must make your lives seem so much better..lol. For the last month or two i've been reaching in excess of 100+ hits a day - and to me, that is simply amazing.

I do have statcounter running so i can see who my regular visitors are and would like to say a special thank you to Mrs University Of Michigan Medical Center...so happy to see that you're still about. Say Hi to Sarah for me ;)

As for everyone else (who i know about)...COFFEECUP, NIKKI, ROBERT, EMMA, DREW, and RUBY - i thank you from the bottom of my heart... I really do appreciate you sticking around and reading. I know it sounds crap and corny, but if i didn't have you, i really wouldn't bother!

Thank you once more...
Miss Sarah♥

Comments

coffeecup said…
We LOVE you Sarah! XXX
29/01/2010, 01:49
Sarah♥ said…
I'm humbled.

x
29/01/2010, 01:53
Drew said…
You're a good writer Sarah. You know I think you're really funny when (you want to be, of course), and your story is quite compelling. I'll keep coming back to root you on, because I know everything you ever wanted is inside you, just waiting to come out.

ool-45721b81.dyn.optonline.net, signing out! LOL
29/01/2010, 03:59
Nikki said…
I dont follow because you make my life seem better, nutter!

xxxx.
29/01/2010, 09:14
Flipper said…
I read your blog regularly but don't post much as so often others have given you fantastic advice or words of wisdom before me :)

Like nikki says, i don't follow you because you make my life seem better. I read other peoples blogs who have agoraphobia too because I take comfort in knowing I am not alone and it can be inspiring seeing how well others are doing, so thank you for posting xxx
29/01/2010, 12:35
Anonymous said…
wow 100 hits!!! congrats sweetie, that's awesome!!!!!
29/01/2010, 16:22
Manchester Lass, Now and Then said…
I don't always leave comments Sarah because I feel as though I cannot give you the advice you deserve. I do however feel happy when life is treating you well♥ Keep that beautiful smile on your face.
30/01/2010, 08:03
Sarah♥ said…
Drew...i TRY to be funny...funny is all i have left...lol. Just kidding. Thanks for dropping by every day. It's good to know people are reading - for whatever reason :)

x
30/01/2010, 08:06
Sarah♥ said…
Come on now Nikki - you know it makes you feel a teeny bit better...no??

What the most important thing is - that you're a very special lady, who has been through a lot.

Thinking of you xxxx
30/01/2010, 08:07
Anonymous said…
I read really when im at work. Hence the university of michigan :) but you already knew that. As for saying hi to sarah.. um yeah and how would you like me to do that??? I only talk to her through her blog and you can easily do that yourself. I choose not to have drama so thanks anyways.
30/01/2010, 21:22
Robert said…
Hi sweeteart! I tried to work out how to put into words exactly why I read your blog - without creeping you out! I guess that you have become part of my life. At some level, I like you. Lots. You exasperate me...all that putting yourself down! Do you really not know that you're a lovely person? Well, I guess I'll just stick around until you believe that.
31/01/2010, 00:24
Sarah♥ said…
Robert - you words made me cry!

Thank you SO much xxxx
31/01/2010, 12:56
Sarah♥ said…
Hi T. I'm sorry, i thought when you mentioned that you "waved the white flag over a year ago and that you're on speaking terms" i guess that i *assumed* you were in regular contact. I apologise :) :)

Anyway...hope you're well!

Sarah♥
31/01/2010, 16:01
Anonymous said…
Hey, no biggie. There is a way to just let bigones be bigones ya know? We all make mistakes, we all have "issues" but there comes a time in your life that you just have to grow up, be mature, and not be so angry and nasty. Sarah O and I have come to the conclusion that we can be corgal with each other with out drama. She is a good person, im a good person, we just made a lot of mistakes. There is no reason to continue drama when you can own up to your own shit and move on. And thats what she and I have done. She has her life, I have mine. However since we have known each other for ages, there is some investment and genuine care, and with that we like to check in every now and then. Rather than being spiteful, or secretive we choose to take the higher path.

I hope that you can someday find peace with who you are. I think that if you can accept yourself and love yourself, then others too will follow.
31/01/2010, 21:09
Sarah♥ said…
Yep. We do make mistakes, i have made a few, and thankfully learnt from them and won't be making them again :)

My life is totally drama free, apart from the ongoing one i have with myself...and as that involves no one else, i can cope with it!!!

Find peace with myself?..Doubtful. Right now, i have a lot of loving AND caring people around me..with or without loving myself, and that is the main thing :)

x
31/01/2010, 22:44
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