How it goes...

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Whether i sleep or don't sleep i always feel exhausted > Feel unwell (pained, palpitations, neuro symptoms) > panicky (health anxiety > not wanting to go out > depression > feel more unwell > more depressed > definitely don't want to go out.... when i DO go out it's ... feel ill > anxiety > panic > need to get home.

That's my life, right there... Battling constantly with feeling SO ill... ALL the time. SO tired that i can't even muster enough energy to go to the toilet, i sit and wait until i am on the brink and crawl to the bathroom.....

This is NOT fucking normal.

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