Santa Pod..

First off i would like to apologise for my lack of "upbeat" posts of late. I really do apologise. I know it isn't great coming on here and reading my woes and misery day after day after day, but it's pretty clear and i've made no secret that i have been going through a really bad patch, but today, i think i see a break in the clouds, purely because of how bored i've been. Generally when i am down/depressed i can't be arsed to do anything, but now because i am getting so frustrated with not doing anything, i see that as a very good sign. My brain needs to be occupied, i need to be stimulated....i need to be doing SOMETHING....anything.

So yeah.... Fingers crossed.... I'm hoping that i am coming out of the doom and gloom!!!