Nearly a month without him :(
Sean was a gorgeous boyfriend who for 3 years stood by me...
In December/January/February i had a mental breakdown. It was a horrible time for everyone involved, but we came through it and i went on medication. End of April i suffered another minor setback , my meds needed to be adjusted.. but that setback pushed Sean too far and he could no longer cope with me or my illness.
I KNOW being with someone with mental health problems is fucking hard.. i never said it would be easy - but i HONESTLY thought he'd never ever leave me *because he said he wouldn't*. However, the breakdown proved too much.
99% of the time, i believed and still DO believe we were happy. We laughed ALL the time.. I ALWAYS made him laugh... We went places i never ever thought i would be able to go to... He HELPED me and encouraged me to do that... He was amazing in that respect...and i will love him FOREVER for helping me.
For the first time since 1996 last year i went on HOLIDAY - we had a lovely time and again, without his help and support that would never have happened. We weren't unhappy... We were very happy... Sometimes things get too much for the strongest of people.
Sean was amazing and he was everything to me... I love him dearly and getting over our relationship is so very hard because of everything we went through together...
He is NOT a bad person.. he just couldn't cope with ME anymore...
In December/January/February i had a mental breakdown. It was a horrible time for everyone involved, but we came through it and i went on medication. End of April i suffered another minor setback , my meds needed to be adjusted.. but that setback pushed Sean too far and he could no longer cope with me or my illness.
I KNOW being with someone with mental health problems is fucking hard.. i never said it would be easy - but i HONESTLY thought he'd never ever leave me *because he said he wouldn't*. However, the breakdown proved too much.
99% of the time, i believed and still DO believe we were happy. We laughed ALL the time.. I ALWAYS made him laugh... We went places i never ever thought i would be able to go to... He HELPED me and encouraged me to do that... He was amazing in that respect...and i will love him FOREVER for helping me.
For the first time since 1996 last year i went on HOLIDAY - we had a lovely time and again, without his help and support that would never have happened. We weren't unhappy... We were very happy... Sometimes things get too much for the strongest of people.
Sean was amazing and he was everything to me... I love him dearly and getting over our relationship is so very hard because of everything we went through together...
He is NOT a bad person.. he just couldn't cope with ME anymore...
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