This hurts too much.

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I cannot go through this again, i am not strong enough to cope. My heart is broken, yet again and it had barely recovered from the last time. I feel sick, still can't eat, can't sleep...my mind is racing with questions, questions, questions....

...i want an out....i can't deal with this pain again. Its fucking killing me.

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Amy said…
Oh Sarah. All this really stinks! I know it sounds pathetic, but give it some time. The hurt does eventually pass and there's not a doubt in my mind that a great girl like you has someone special on their way to you!

((Hugs))
16/09/2009, 10:44
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