I'VE BEEN FUCKING DUMPED..
..AGAIN! TWICE IN 3 MONTHS. NO EXPLANATION. NOTHING. JUST "DON'T EVER CONTACT ME AGAIN".
What it is like having ... Agoraphobia, Panic attacks, Body Dysmorphic Disorder, Low Self Esteem, Depression, OCD Health anxiety, Social anxiety Dermatillomania, Anxiety, Self loathing, Eating disorders, Emetophobia, Self Harm... and being a single mum to a 15 year old boy!!!! This is my life!
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yourll get through this. keeping writing, get it out of your head. thinking of you.xxxxxxxxxx
Really feel for you. I was totally gutted reading your news knowing that you have been so happy lately. I was going to comment on your last post about you saying you were comfortable not having to be pushed and pressured into doing stuff beyond your comfort zone. Me, well I understand that so much that I just am not getting involved with anyone just now. Stay strong gorgeous, go at your own pace and I promise you that when the time is right you will find lasting love. At least he's shown that not everyone is going to treat you as badly as your soon to be ex husband, though shame on him for ending it so abruptly! Don't know what to say now, just angry for you really, and wanted to you to know that what happens to you matters to me. If only I could give you that hug in person!! Hope you get this virtual hug and all the good wishes, love and positive vibes that are being sent with this message.
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Thinking of you (((hugs))).
Is it def over, are you sure hes not said it in the heat of the moment?
Do you think you pushed him away a little? Im not having a go there either, not at all, esp as Im bad re that sometimes.. Im not v well at the moment (As usual) but my fiance is taking our son to school for me, and believe me when I tell you our sons teacher is about 21 and drop dead gorgeous! Df's eyes lit up when I last mentioned her, hes now dressing smartly to take our LO to school (he NEVER bothered before), I can tell 100% he fancies her! So added to the fact I look like death warmed up at the moment, and when Im a pig anyway.. well it just depresses me and I find myself digging/joking with him just so he'll admit he actually likes her, somehow thats better than me believing it on my own iykwim!
DF has been amazing this last week etc, but I'm still upset over this! Its not like I expect him to go through life not fancying anyone. urgh, I dunno, I just know these thoughts are occupying a lot of my time lately!
I bet none of that made any sense!
If he's worth it try and work it out? If not tell him you need an answer as to what happened, or else it will bug you for ages (I was dumped without answers and it took me longer than normal to get over it).
Id better shut up, what an epic comment!!
Lots of hugs to you, I hope you're alright xx.