I'VE BEEN FUCKING DUMPED..

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..AGAIN! TWICE IN 3 MONTHS. NO EXPLANATION. NOTHING. JUST "DON'T EVER CONTACT ME AGAIN".

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lotte said…
Oh Sarah, just reading that made me feel a big lump in my throat, and i wish i could say something to make you feel better, I wish I could come right there and give you a big hug....Im truly sorry that you have been dealt even more shit to deal with, you are an amazingly wonderfully beautiful person and you deserve the best in life. As you know Im not great with words but I mean it from the bottom of my heart you deserve happiness and love and one day YOU will find it..please please please know that I am thinking of you ((((hugs)))
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06/09/2009, 17:37
em said…
hi sarah

yourll get through this. keeping writing, get it out of your head. thinking of you.xxxxxxxxxx
06/09/2009, 18:42
coffeecup said…
Oh babes! I just don't get it???? How can a person be all loving one minute and then the next say a thing like that? Men are such shit heads!! I'm totally bewildered by his behaviour, I can only empathise with how you must feel lovely lady. I so wish we girls lived close and could all get together and have a laugh without having to rely on some bloke for life's happiness! Bugger!

Really feel for you. I was totally gutted reading your news knowing that you have been so happy lately. I was going to comment on your last post about you saying you were comfortable not having to be pushed and pressured into doing stuff beyond your comfort zone. Me, well I understand that so much that I just am not getting involved with anyone just now. Stay strong gorgeous, go at your own pace and I promise you that when the time is right you will find lasting love. At least he's shown that not everyone is going to treat you as badly as your soon to be ex husband, though shame on him for ending it so abruptly! Don't know what to say now, just angry for you really, and wanted to you to know that what happens to you matters to me. If only I could give you that hug in person!! Hope you get this virtual hug and all the good wishes, love and positive vibes that are being sent with this message.

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06/09/2009, 19:29
Amy said…
Sarah, I've just caught up on your last 3 posts. I'm so very sorry. What a crummy way to break up with someone. EVERYONE deserves at the very least an explanation and to be spoken to in person.

Thinking of you (((hugs))).
08/09/2009, 06:37
Nikki said…
Hi Sarah, I have been checking your blog daily, but somehow I missed these 3 posts (I only saw them through the dashboard thingy, not my saved page..) I dunno, nevermind!

Is it def over, are you sure hes not said it in the heat of the moment?
Do you think you pushed him away a little? Im not having a go there either, not at all, esp as Im bad re that sometimes.. Im not v well at the moment (As usual) but my fiance is taking our son to school for me, and believe me when I tell you our sons teacher is about 21 and drop dead gorgeous! Df's eyes lit up when I last mentioned her, hes now dressing smartly to take our LO to school (he NEVER bothered before), I can tell 100% he fancies her! So added to the fact I look like death warmed up at the moment, and when Im a pig anyway.. well it just depresses me and I find myself digging/joking with him just so he'll admit he actually likes her, somehow thats better than me believing it on my own iykwim!
DF has been amazing this last week etc, but I'm still upset over this! Its not like I expect him to go through life not fancying anyone. urgh, I dunno, I just know these thoughts are occupying a lot of my time lately!

I bet none of that made any sense!

If he's worth it try and work it out? If not tell him you need an answer as to what happened, or else it will bug you for ages (I was dumped without answers and it took me longer than normal to get over it).

Id better shut up, what an epic comment!!

Lots of hugs to you, I hope you're alright xx.
10/09/2009, 10:09
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