RIGHT NOW..

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I am totally crapping my pants. I have agreed to go and stay in a hotel with my boyfriend for two nights - am i mad?

SYMPTOMS ALREADY...

Negative thoughts.
Body Dysmorphia going mental. This is a good one. I don't think i am good enough to be seen out with my boyfriend, so i feel flipping ugly...really uggers!
Racing heart

Fab-u-larse!

Comments

lotte said…
YOU ARE NOT UGLY....you are beautiful and gorgeous and you are good enough to be seen out with your man!!! You can do it you have already proved how strong you are, getting through the divorce, starting a new relationshup, going out in your boyfriends car, going to his house.....you keep pushing yourself every day and I know that this will test you and i know you will be anxious, panic, feel apprehensive but i also know that you can do it xxxx
06/03/2010, 18:58
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