Let me tell you something...

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Who would have thought, that I, Miss Sarah would be SO happy and content with her life...? Life is full of ups and downs, and i've (like a lot) have had my fair share of downs, and i'm pretty damn sure that i will have many more, but for now, living in the moment, i am so unbelievably happy. I am LOVING my life (still hating myself), but my world has expanded more than i could have ever hoped for. My boyfriend is amazing, patient and loving. He gives me what i need, i know it's not forever, but for now....it's all i need.



...and then you have Stinky. GORGEOUS, HANDSOME, FUNNY, doesn't have a single care, in the world, totally free from worries and stresses - the complete opposite to his crazy mother - and a real delight to be around. He loved camping. He adores my boyfriend. I love my boy so much and to be able to involve him in these things...is what makes it all worth while.



...Finally - raise a glass to new friends, who accept ME FOR ME!

Comments

Flipper said…
I am so pleased that you are so happy, it's been a long time coming :D xxx
05/07/2010, 15:36
Manchester Lass, Now and Then said…
I'm so thrilled for you Sarah. You certainly deserve to be this happy as you are such a lovely person. I loved the camping photos, it looked like everyone was having a ball and having heaps of fun. Love and live life to the fullest♥ Linda xxx
05/07/2010, 23:09
Manchester Lass, Now and Then said…
I'm so thrilled for you Sarah. You certainly deserve to be this happy as you are such a lovely person. I loved the camping photos, it looked like everyone was having a ball and having heaps of fun. Love and live life to the fullest♥ Linda xxx
05/07/2010, 23:09
Lisa x said…
Wow...what an achievement!

You've done so well! Glad you had a good time x
06/07/2010, 00:22
Sarah♥ said…
THANK YOU ALL SO VERY MUCH!

It's strange to think that I/Sarah was able to do something like that.. Fingers crossed that it's going to continue.

xxxxxx
06/07/2010, 06:01
coffeecup said…
Gorgeous lady I am over the moon for you. You are such an inspiration and you give me hope. May your happiness continue FOREVER xxx
06/07/2010, 21:57
Sarah♥ said…
Thank you beautiful.
Still have a mountain to climb though ;)
06/07/2010, 23:22
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