AND...

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...I CAN'T SMOKE FOR 3 - 5 DAYS AND I HAVEN'T SMOKED FOR 17 LONG FUCKING HOURS.....

I AM IN PAIN NOW, SPITTING SO MUCH BLOOD AND I JUST REALLY WANT TO SMOKE - BUT I REFUSE TO, NOT AFTER THE LAST DRY SOCKET INCIDENT...

NOW I'VE GOT TO DECIDE WHAT SHIT I CAN/CAN'T EAT FOR MY DINNER.

(PS. BY THE USE OF PROFANITIES, YOU CAN TELL I AM REALLY NOT A HAPPY GIRL...)

Comments

vinny said…
ggrrrr sorry hun know that feeling but i have now given up smoking myself,2 weeks tomorrow whoooo both me and my fella have given up and are doing so well ;0) don't rinse ur mouth too much as it has to clot over,just do it gently if ya do,and sick to crappy soup ;0(
hope u feel better soon sweetie xx♥xx
16/12/2010, 21:09
Sarah♥ said…
I can see the clot forming already. Tonight i ate overcooked veg, then i just had a bit of ice-cream with my son and now i have a hot drink with 2 biscuits that i will dunk to make soft...YUM!!!
16/12/2010, 21:12
em said…
hope you heal soon, one of the worse pains you can have.x
17/12/2010, 09:36
Sarah♥ said…
Thank you Em...

It's good this time. I already have soft tissue filling up the hole in my gum, so i'm guessing it's healing okay :)

Just did my first salt wash...and i am in minimal pain...all in all, i feel good.
17/12/2010, 09:40
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