Proper down day...

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..I ask myself. How do i enhance any bodies life???

My boyfriends?
My family?
My friends?

My ex husband said to me..."You do NOTHING to enhance my life." And he was right.

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vinny said…
yes thats what i think of myself everyday hun,but they love us so we must enhance it just being us,i blumin hate who i am and hate what i can't do but i'm not embarresed of what i have,we have anxiety agarophobia panic attacks,i hate it but i'm not gonna be embarresed of it,it really does rule my life but i think i'm just gonna have to come to terms with it,i may get better one day fingers crossed but i also need to get into my head that i may never get better,we all may never get better ;0(
but you enhance my life sarah as i enjoy reading ur blogs and u seems a nice funny lovely lady ;0) so try and think on the posative side,i know its hard but u have many good qualities about you {{{hugs}}} xx♥xx
05/12/2010, 16:56
Lisa x said…
but you have to ask what he did to enhance your life? From what I can tell he done nothing, except make you feel worthless and as if you weren't good enough. You're much better off without him. While you had your problems he certainly had his, which I think were worse. You can never enhance someone's life for them, all you can do is love and support them. This is something that your boyfriend appears to do and you having been making loads of progress. You might not be 'cured' but years of worry and negativity will take a while to get over. Just remember everytime your son has hugged you or your boyfriend has told you he loves you...you must be doing something right! :) Xx
06/12/2010, 03:10
Sarah♥ said…
Thank you lovely ladies for your comments..

Lisa, you're too lovely xxx

Vinny, as always, you're a pleasure to know. Thank you for what you said - means a lot to me. Really does.
06/12/2010, 14:57
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