What really makes one feel special is when they are wished dead. Because i called my mother to tell her that i was feeling really down, after she got off the phone my step father said "I wish she was gone" my mum asked him what he meant, did he mean dead and he said "YES". Nice.
Dilemma...
I don't know what to do... So confused with it all. I have just called the boyfriend after not speaking to him since 8 this morning (he's off sick) to see if he was okay and i got ANOTHER mouthful... WTF?? I simply cannot do this any more. I'm fed up, the only thing is that he's helped me so much with getting out, if i end the relationship, i'll be back to square one, on my own with no one. *Le Sigh*
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I know. He's an arsehole, he's always been the same. He is one of the least accepting of mental health problems i have ever known in my life. But to say something as flipping awful as that, he's one fucked up man...
It drives my mum mad. She says shes too old to leave him but IF i ever had a man, in my life, who treated my boy the same (saying that my ex was frigging awful to Stink), i wouldn't put up with it again...never.
You have hit the nail on the head. He is SO jealous. He hates me even calling my mother. Okay, i understand i am quite demanding in the sense that my mother takes me out a couple of times a week...but even if i was "normal" that is what mother/daughters do - isn't it?? She called me yesterday and in the background i could hear him saying "What does she want now, you can't take her out tomorrow...you are busy".
Bluebell...is a dog version of me - completely nutso. I hope you don't get too upset giving back Rosie..dogs are such awesome company :)
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