I hate ME on days like today.
We had it all planned out yesterday what we were going to do. I managed an hour. My bad head is spinning, so dizzy it's untrue. I feel like when i walk the ground is coming up to meet me. Bloody horrible. I've taken medication but to now, no different, in fact, i am beginning to feel really nauseaous.
I feel like the worlds worst girlfriend. It's a big fail for today. I look and feel like shit. The black circles under my eyes are terrible, i look like a heroin user. My skin has broken out, i'm tired and i wish i wasn't here.
So...i'm home alone while my boyfriend and son have gone out. I did treat them both to a full English breakie this morning though...
...however....I hate myself. I hate myself for feeling ill, for being ill, for having no control over this stupid illness.
We had it all planned out yesterday what we were going to do. I managed an hour. My bad head is spinning, so dizzy it's untrue. I feel like when i walk the ground is coming up to meet me. Bloody horrible. I've taken medication but to now, no different, in fact, i am beginning to feel really nauseaous.
I feel like the worlds worst girlfriend. It's a big fail for today. I look and feel like shit. The black circles under my eyes are terrible, i look like a heroin user. My skin has broken out, i'm tired and i wish i wasn't here.
So...i'm home alone while my boyfriend and son have gone out. I did treat them both to a full English breakie this morning though...
...however....I hate myself. I hate myself for feeling ill, for being ill, for having no control over this stupid illness.
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I guess we have to just have to hang in there.
xoxo