The picture that haunts me...

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I don't even recognise this picture as being me...



Even I can see i have changed, a lot....



Comments

em said…
hi sarah, i wouldnt of said that photo was you! how old was you in it? i certainly remember those tops though. x
06/08/2010, 19:13
Sarah♥ said…
13 years old and the height of my bullying (you can see why!).

I got the "sweatshirt" from Dorothy Perkins... I thought it was amazing, and the dog tooth pencil skirt with a split up the back. Shame you can't see the brouges and ankle socks!!!!!
06/08/2010, 19:46
em said…
i had a navy pair of brouges, i remember dog tooth well. i shall dig a picture out if i can of me at that time.

no matter what you looked like, bullying shouldnt of occured. people just dont realise what they do to others, just because they feel crap. xxx
06/08/2010, 22:10
Sarah♥ said…
Those girls/boys have a lot to answer to. They were awful and now after all this time have i only just started to stand up for myself (first time last weekend), and it's not in my nature, i find it really hard.

I still wonder to this day WHY my mother let me wear such awful clothes, especially for a teenager carrying a little too much weight. Not a good look.
06/08/2010, 22:15
vinny said…
no i wouldnt say that was you either and yeah you have changed loads for the better of course ;0)
i remember pics of myself like that though,my mum used to cut my hair short like a boy and i hated it lol ♥
08/08/2010, 20:39
Sarah♥ said…
I have no idea why i had my hair cut that short. I look digusting and the massive teeth don't help my cause.
09/08/2010, 13:11
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