RIP BILLY BONKERS......

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My beautiful Billy, her last picture alive.....


Her cancer was found to be too aggressive and the fact she still wasn't eating... we decided it was the most humane thing to do... I am gutted... I cannot explain how fucking terrible i feel right now....

I love you Billy Bonkers.... I'm so sorry..... Goodnight, i love you .

Comments

Anonymous said…
so sorry sarah
03/12/2011, 13:32
Sarah♥ said…
Thank you... Unbelievably sad... Haven't stopped crying yet.

I devastated, i really am.
03/12/2011, 13:35
em said…
so sorry, so sad. take care x
03/12/2011, 13:36
Sarah♥ said…
Thank you so much...

x
03/12/2011, 14:48
Miss F said…
oh no, so sorry to hear that :-( I hope you are okay xxx i am just gkad she found you and you got to help her in the end, instead of being out and lost and all alone :-(
03/12/2011, 19:38
Sarah♥ said…
Haven't stopped crying.... :(
03/12/2011, 19:47
coffeecup said…
This is sad sad news. I'm so sorry Sarah. Glad she came home to you. Take care sweetheart x
03/12/2011, 20:09
Sarah♥ said…
I'm glad she came home too, but i feel so guilty for having her put down... I KNOW she was so very unwell and she still couldn't walk... but i feel terrible.

Thank you anyway

x
03/12/2011, 20:12
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