Still...

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...can't believe that my little cat is in there.... I'm really struggling.... Miss her SO much.

:(

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Charlotte C said…
Sarah -I am so sorry for the loss of your little cat, Billy. The loss is absolutely heartbreaking.
Take some comfort from the fact you gave Billy a good and loving home, and that she knew she was loved and cared for by you.
I am sending you a link to a really good website that helped me.
The poem Rainbow Bridge is lovely and helped too.
http://www.petloss.com/rainbowbridge.htm
I lost one of my cats last year suddenly, and he was just a baby, only a few months old. The pain of losing him was as bad as the pain I have felt with family that have died. I cried non stop for days. Th
I have his ashes here at home with me. Having your pets back home I think is a good idea because you can go and talk to them whenever you want to, and place candles.
The pain does ease but it takes time like with any grief.
Once again, I am so sorry.
05/12/2011, 20:28
Charlotte C said…
Sorry - In my first line I meant to write 'the loss will feel absolutely heartbreaking'
05/12/2011, 22:42
Sarah♥ said…
Thank you so much... I was straight onto that website the other day... I needed people who understood, who had possibly gone through the same thing recently... It's a lovely site to go to...

Today, i'm so far okay... Yesterday was awful again, i sat at her little grave in the freezing cold sobbing.. I feel so terrible for giving up so quickly.

x
06/12/2011, 08:02
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