(secretly hoping that there will be something *seriously* wrong with me, then i wouldn't have to live anymore)
Dilemma...
I don't know what to do... So confused with it all. I have just called the boyfriend after not speaking to him since 8 this morning (he's off sick) to see if he was okay and i got ANOTHER mouthful... WTF?? I simply cannot do this any more. I'm fed up, the only thing is that he's helped me so much with getting out, if i end the relationship, i'll be back to square one, on my own with no one. *Le Sigh*
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Im sure nothing is that bad to wish something horrible upon yourself.
Thing is, you know when they're gone, they are no longer in pain. Having to live day to day hurting.
I can't bare to live like THIS anymore.