Last few weeks..

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...have been stressful to say the least. What with all the bullshit from overseas, then my fence being kicked down, TWICE, my gallbladder pain, face swelling to the size of a balloon, relationship concerns, (other things that i can't mention), more gallbladder pain, tiredness, MORE things that i can't talk about.... I am just about done!

Perhaps ALL this bad stuff is 'karma' coming to get me for being such a deceitful/lying/nasty/dishonest bitch? Who knows? Maybe yes, maybe no, but whatever it is - i am SO over it now.

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vinny said…
nah i don't believe in karma hun,my life is pretty crappy too,i just think people are dealt the short straw in life and some people just fall and hit their head on the lucky tree on the way down,so i know how you feel,listen to the song "things can only get better" that cheers me up sometimes lol,oh and when i split up from my ex over 10 years ago i used to listen to "do you think your better off alone" but then that cheered me up too lol cos i did think i was better off alone untill i met my current fella ;0)
maybe our luck will change one day,you gotta have dreams,♪♪cos if you don't have a dream how you gonna make a dream come true♪♪♪ happy talking talking happy talk,soz just trying to cheer you up.
right off to have my late dinner,we r having a fry up yum,keep ur chin up me dear xx♥xx
14/10/2010, 21:24
Sarah♥ said…
Fry up, how delicious. I can no longer eat anything fatty because it sets my stupid gallbladder off. Even cheese has become a pain starter and that pisses me off!

Some people are just 'born lucky'...i wasn't one of those people so i try harder to make my own luck but when things go wrong - you do tend to lose faith.

But you're right - CHIN UP ;)
Hope you're okay lovely girl...!

x
14/10/2010, 21:41
vinny said…
thanks sarah yeah i'm fine,my fella has a sort of intolerance to fatty things like cheese or fry ups but he still eats them every now and again,he gets like indigestion sort of thing.
wonder if winning the lottery would help make us feel better?mmm some people say money can't cheer you up but it sure does help lol,sooo many dreams if i won,i would have my teeth done for starters all veneers lol buy a huge house by the sea and a holiday home in france or italy,oh i'd hire a private phycatrist person too and get rid of all my shite anxiety agarophobia stuff,nhs don't seem to be doing much to help,i do the lotto most weeks and the euro millions when i remember and ive only ever won a tenner ;0( ive won more from a scratch card £50,right you can pinch me and wake me up now ha ha,when i'm down i try to think of people less fortunate than myself,its hard when ur feeling that low but their is always somebody worse off,i never used to think like that,it was always me me me and i'm hard done to but my partner is kinda glass half full and looks on the bright side of life and i'm glass half empty always looks for something bad or summat to moan about lol,he says i'm not happy if i'm not moaning about something and he says i worry about worrying lol
soz about ur gallbladder problems that must really get you down too,my ibs does but ive had it that long now ive got used to waking up in pain every morning,bores me every morning without fail i'm crippled over with pain and on and off throughout the day,oh well we have to try and enjoy life while we are here as we only get one so might aswell try and make the most of what we got!!!
nite nite sweetie ♥
14/10/2010, 22:21
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