4th Video for collab channel...

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em said…
sad vid. sorry you got so upset, i can understand why though. must have had a huge impact on your life.

i think the symptoms of chiari mal, may play a bigger part in your life then you may think. i know some people with ehlers danlos have complications with chiari and its a real pain. x
27/01/2011, 20:55
vinny said…
hi sweetie sorry u were crying as i hate to see anybody get upset but i have health anxiety too due to the same thing as you really but my parents dying when i was 14-15 i knew my mum had cancer but my dad just dropped down dead of heart attack so it was a total shock for everyone especially my mum who always told us that my dad would always be there for us when she died,so 6 months b4 she died he dropped down dead ;0( so the same as you any little thing i have wrong with me i'm typing it into google,i'm sure i'm dying with everything but too scared to go for any scans,i was told i had ibs but i think its more than that and think it must be a tumor as i get pain every single day with this,i never believe what the dr's tell me and i always diagnose myself with things which the dr's hate when i go in their office and say i know ive got blah de blah but it turns out i'm right 9 times out of 10,apart from looking sad on the vid u look amazing dunno why but you looked so healthy,ur boobs look bigger for sum reason?not that i was looking at ur boobs ha ha soz and ur skin looked great,maybe white just suits ya i dunno? anyway have a fab weekend luv and hugs vin xx♥xx
28/01/2011, 17:23
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