Calming music and nightmares.

Last night, i made a conscious effort to turn off my TV before midnight. I put my earphones in and listened to some lovely calming music combined with the sound of crashing waves. I set the timer for 45 minutes and managed to fall asleep.

..12.43am - i wake up from the most awful dream. I was driving down the road with my arsehole ex (who didn't drive, so thats strange) and we spot a plane taking off, it was pretty close. Suddenly the plane flipped over and crashed to the ground, this was all happening within 1/2 mile from where we were. As the impact was made, debris was going everywhere...people in the streets where being hit by the shattered plane. There was a man in front of our car, he looked up into the sky and i just knew there was something big heading toward him (and us)....at that point - thank God i woke. I was sweating...so hot, i had to change my clothes. It took me a good 2 hours to cool down, stop stressing and go back to sleep.

DREAM MEANING DICTIONARY - To dream that a plane crashes, suggests that you have set overly high and unrealistic goals for yourself. Your goals may be too high and are impossible to realize. You are in danger of having it come crashing down. Alternatively, your lack of confidence, self-defeating attitude and self-doubt toward the goals you have set for yourself is represented by the crashing airplane; you do not believe in your ability to attain those goals. Loss of power and uncertainty in achieving your goals are also signified.

THEN...when i did fall back to sleep, i had the SAME dream that i have night after night after night. My boyfriend cheating on me. Whatever i dream, that content will ALWAYS arise.

DREAM MEANING DICTIONARY - To dream that your mate, spouse, or significant other is cheating on you, highlights your insecurities and your fears of being abandoned. You feel that you are being taken for granted. You are lacking attention in the relationship or that he or she is being less affectionate. Alternatively, you feel that you are not measuring up to the expectations of others.

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vinny said…
wow you wanna stop listening to that music b4 bed again hun but the dream things do seem right don't they and i always have the boyfriend cheating one too,and my others are just really strange lol,hope you sleep better tonight sweetie as i know they can feel so real ;0( xxxxxxx♥

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