For....Mrs E.L.

-
I first met this Scouser online several years ago. I can't remember exactly how long ago, perhaps she can remind me...

So Mrs E.L is a very confident, beautiful, supportive, ballsy, understanding, intelligent, opinionated, focused, talented young women. She's given me advice whenever i've needed it. The majority of it is very good, but sometimes, not so great (damn you for telling me to climb a fucking drainpipe!). We can talk and talk for Britain. She's very funny, and never fails to make me laugh. She doesn't judge me for the decisions i make, but she'll tell me what she thinks, and i appreciate her for that. Sometimes it's not what i want to hear, but i know she's right....she's always fucking right. I don't know how one women can be so right, so often. I love her accent... it's like talking to Paul O'Grady! I have to mention that she has a pretty cool husband too.

I think we get on pretty well.... :) I know she thinks i am a little bit nuts, for example when she called this morning, i was in the middle of WW111.... 4 kids screaming in the background and me *trying* to control the situation, badly.....

Anyway, i could go on about have fabulous she is, but i don't want her head to grow any more... I'm very lucky to have *met* her and i hope one day, we will meet for real. She's a positive person to have in my life.

I love you E.L

xxxxxx

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

CLOSURE. THE END!!!!!

-
Image
Where it all started... Say Hi and Goodbye to my EX HUSBAND. This is the precious man that i loved for all those years but who treated me like dog shite... I'm only really posting these pictures because i LOVE LOVE LOVE my wedding dress. It was EXACTLY what i wanted. Gorgeous...stunning...i still love it now, rammed upstairs in the loft, screwed up in a ball somewhere :) Don't i look happy? Unfortunately by the end of the day, i was crying!
Read more

From the mouth of an EX agoraphobic

-
A friend of mine yesterday pointed out what a person had written on their blog about being agoraphobic. Said person is an EX agoraphobic...this is what was said. "Agoraphobia is a selfish state of mind. Its completely "curable", and yet some people just wallow in their own self-pity and will never ever get over themselves and recover. When you are so worried about yourself all the time, how can you possibly be a good mother to someone else? Or a good wife/girlfriend/friend? I've unfortunately been the agoraphobic, and I've been the agoraphobics friend. As the friend, it was miserable. Nothing was ever about anything else but them. It was annoying and frustrating. And completely in their hands to change it, but they wouldn't. Because they're too selfish and self centered. Those aren't qualities people like in a person." Opinions please?
Read more

It DID get worse..

-
Image
...now there's a shocker! I have spent the entire evening in hospital. We had to call an ambulance, these feelings in my heart were insane. I was sat in the back on the ambulance and they did all my obs. I was tachycardic, my BP was really high (usually its stupid low) and my ECG was showing Atrial fibrillation, meaning the top two chambers of my heart are beating faster than the bottom two. I was put on oxygen as well because my breathing was a little bit crappy. The medic man stuck a candular in my hand and hit a valve apparently, my hand swelled up in seconds, it was so painful. Got to the hospital and did all the necessary things and then we had to wait...and wait...and wait. Where they'd stuck that needle in the back of my hand and hit the valve, it started going dead. I couldn't feel 4 of my fingers! I called to get someone to take the bugger out. I'm left with a lovely bit blue bruise this morning. My step-father was called to pick us up because we thoug...
Read more