Not a good Saturday so far....

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Walking round the town, everything was fine, walked into Greggs (a bakery) and instantly my stomach churned. OMFG - Gagging....gagging and more gagging! Where the hell did that come from?

After that i was in a rush to get home. Just didn't want to be out any more feeling like that.

...then i spoke to the boyfriend and told him that i was stressed about our relationship and how i think that it's not doing well at the moment, his reply "You're imagining it..."..... IMAGINING IT??? I'm imagining the phonecall shit? I'm imagining the fact that we've only seen each other ONCE in 11 fucking days???

We're going to a BBQ this afternoon, i am hoping he cuts my hair and makes me look half decent otherwise i'm going to feel like a sack of shit!!!

Comments

Flipper said…
hope you're feeling better. how was the BBQ? xx
23/07/2011, 20:25
Sarah♥ said…
Feeling better now thanks. Didn't go to the BBQ, i was worried that i was going to have another gagging fit... :(

He's there alone!!!

x
23/07/2011, 20:38
Sarah♥ said…
Feeling better now thanks. Didn't go to the BBQ, i was worried that i was going to have another gagging fit... :(

He's there alone!!!

x
23/07/2011, 20:38
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