Stressing...

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I am really stressing out here. TRYING to find a swimsuit that would be appropriate for a girl who has NO boobs, is really hard and distressing to say the least.

I need something that comes up high around the neck to cover scars, i need some kind of gel bra built in...and then on top of that i need shorts, because i fucking HATE my legs, the cellulite just does not need to be on show for everyone to see...

My life is NEVER simple...

These times just reaffirms how much i hate myself and what a disgrace my body is....

Comments

vinny said…
oh i hate choosing swimsuits,i like adidas ones but i don't think you will get the gel padding in those ggrrr good luck xxx
28/07/2011, 14:50
Nikki said…
Primark has some padded ones, but those are only a triangle style.. I have one, and Im hoping NO ONE is in the pool (local one) when I take Jay!

They do some padded ones on ebay too, worth a try maybe. You could get some sort of kaftan thing, then slip it off just before you go in the pool.. leave it by the side etc. I dont think anyone will be paying much attention though tbh. Failing that, theres lots of waterproof make up specifically to cover scars, birthmarks etc. Look into that. x
28/07/2011, 16:36
lotte said…
It breaks my heart to read how unhappy you are with your body....BUT i know exactly where you are coming from. Swimsuits/bikini shopping I hate it to...fills me with dread...the boobs thing...i know where you are coming from (i will have to show you some pics of me before) BUT you know what Im still not happy with my body and i now know that no amount of surgery will ever fix that :-(

x x x x x
28/07/2011, 17:10
Kaci said…
Hey Sarah! Sorry to hear you are stressing out :( I have problems finding swim suit tops too. As far as bottoms, maybe you could just get regular bottoms and then maybe buy a sheer wrap or something to tie around your waist? From the photos I've seen of you, I have to say your body is certainly not a disgrace! I think you are very pretty.
29/07/2011, 02:51
Flipper said…
i have the opposite problem, my boobs are huge and i can never find anything flattering or supportive enough lol i can't remember the last time i had a swimming costume, probably when i was at school!!

M&S do '2 sizes bigger' swimsuits, not sure if they would be any good? http://www.marksandspencer.com/2-Sizes-Bigger-Swimwear-Swimwear-Beachwear-Womens/b/835447031

something like that and a nice kaftan type thing that you can whip off before going in maybe?

You are beautiful!!

xxxx
29/07/2011, 08:12
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