Dilemma...
I don't know what to do... So confused with it all. I have just called the boyfriend after not speaking to him since 8 this morning (he's off sick) to see if he was okay and i got ANOTHER mouthful... WTF?? I simply cannot do this any more. I'm fed up, the only thing is that he's helped me so much with getting out, if i end the relationship, i'll be back to square one, on my own with no one. *Le Sigh*
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I would sort of picture my anxiety as a person sort of my evil twin and would get really angry at her and as ridiculous as it sounds picture myself kicking her and beating her down and it just gave me such empowerment to be like fuck you im going out! this is my life not yours!
You should try it. Do not let yourself get back into the cycle!
Secondly, you are STUNNING....
..and third.... You are pretty fantastic to fight through those hideous feelings... I had another 'moment' today in the supermarket... i was sure i was going to die in the freezer aisle... Didn't run out though, i carried on as if its normal to think you're going to die while shopping...lol.
Thanks again :)
You just have to remember that , like today for example, you are just having a bad moment and that everytime you go to the supermarket its not going to be like that.
It always sounds so much easier to say than it is to do. If you keep fighting you will get through it. Dont get discouraged.
Best of luck x
I won't give up, 'cause i haven't yet. The next few days of summer should help me :)
Thanks again,
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