Oh yeah..

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..and i forgot to mention i am having an Endoscopy/Gastroscopy tomorrow morning due to 'unexplained' stomach pain. I am fooking shitting myself - please - send me positive thoughts. Thanks.

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Nikki said…
Hey,
I had one a few years ago.. all I can say is just do your best to be calm.
I worked myself up so much over it, I was in tears on and off until it was over (I ended up waking up to a bleeding bottom too! Which sent my anxiety right through the roof..(think it was just piles! Tmi, sorry..) but that anxiety was on top of what I was already feeling so I wasn't calm and I was just so petrified and so the sedative didn't touch me..
The actual thing isn't pleasant, but it should give you some answers so its worth it.. Just take an ipod with you maybe, perhaps they will let you use it, practise your breathing and stuff. I just lost it and was a complete mess!
You'll be fine, you're a much stronger person than me for starters. You'll be writing in your blog tomorrow night how it was easy and/or not as bad as you expected.
Good luck. I know how horrible it is living with unexplained stomach pains.. After 4 or so years of it I can safely say that I sympathise!
xx
15/06/2011, 18:25
Nikki said…
sorry, just read that back and I dont think it sounds right..
I just made it a bigger thing than it was, thats all.. I didn't mean it to sound like it was a nightmare, it was my own doing and I wouldnt want anyone handling it like I did. Just try and go in with the right frame of mind, be as calm as you can. You *will* be fine.. you can do it and be ok.
My Nanna has one and she said it was fine, she couldnt care less.. I saw men and women, old and young coming and going and looking fine, I was the only one going to bits!
Seriously, you'll be fine.
xxxx.
15/06/2011, 20:03
Sarah♥ said…
Was yours down your throat or nose?
15/06/2011, 20:11
em said…
hey sarah

hope tomorrow goes ok, fingers crossed. earlier this year i had a camera up the other end. i know its a bit different, but i was ok. take care and good luck for tomorrow. x
15/06/2011, 20:25
lotte said…
I've not had it done...so cant comment relayy....BUT my thoughts are with you...and Il be thinking nice positive thoughts for you tomorrow :) <3 x x x
15/06/2011, 22:42
vinny said…
awww sending all my love and best wishes to ya hunny,just look at the ceiling and think of summat nice,good luck and u will be home tooked up on the sofa b4 u know it xxx♥xxx
15/06/2011, 22:45
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