Try again..

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WELCOME TO DAY 1 OF MY RECOVERY AGAINST BULIMIA!!!!

I'm going to try *again* to stop taking the laxatives. It's going to be so hard... but i am fed up of having no energy... fed up of having pains all the time.. fed up of it all....

I'm scared, really scared, but i know i have to do this..... No doubt to begin with i will be counting calories, but i will ease back into eating normal over time. I currently weigh 6st 11 - which for a 36 year old women is fucking stupid....

Enough said.

Comments

Flipper said…
my brain is not functioning and i'm rubbish at advice but i will be cheering you on :) xxxxxx
16/11/2011, 16:32
Miss F said…
Go for it, you can do it :-)
16/11/2011, 21:52
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