Last time.

I don't care that people are have a negative opinion of me, but what does annoy me is the sudden obsession with me shopping... Who gives a shit what i do with MY money. I will say this ONE MORE TIME because it's clear that a lot of haters out there don't get it... I AM NOT ON ANY KIND OF BENEFIT. NO GOVERNMENT MONEY COMES MY WAY apart from child benefit with every other mother in the land receives. So, really, it is NONE of your business what i do... If i was spunking tax-payers money on shit, then yes, i would hold my hands up and apologise, BUT I AM NOT!

Another thing that i want to address is that i MOAN and that i am NOT trying hard enough to recover. I have DEPRESSION and all those out there who suffer with depression will know how it feels... I struggle so much with it and when i am down, i am down.. and it does takes longer to get back into the swing of things.. But i can honestly say, i try my best... if that doesn't come across like that then it's my bad. I don't write every time i go out i have to force myself.... i have to really push myself hard to get out the front door and do my shopping (GROCERY) and it's even worse in the winter.... I just don't feel the need to blog that. But trust me, if i didn't try or wasn't trying, i'd still be room bound.

I can't say any more than this. I shouldn't really feel the need to be justifying my financial situation AGAIN nor should i have to explain why i am down or why i moan so much.... But this IS me.... and if you have nothing nice to say, then say nothing at all.