Closure - really?

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Most days i think about my divorce, and it's taken A LOT to admit that. He was horrid to me, yet, i still worshipped the ground he walked on.

There are so many questions that i need to ask him, and i don't think i will ever get the answers to them and that kills me. How am i ever meant to get over this without knowing what was going on in his mind?

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vinny said…
maybe its too late to ask him now who knows? but maybe you still can if you get a chance to be alone at any point and just have an adult conversation about it and tell him that it still hurts you and you want to get over it and want to know why xx
20/09/2010, 17:29
Aimee said…
I don't know the circumstances that caused you and your ex husband to divorce, but If he was not violent, then I would ask him why if you know how to contact him. You deserve to get answers to the questions that you have for him. (((Hugs)))
23/09/2010, 05:18
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