...now there's a shocker! I have spent the entire evening in hospital. We had to call an ambulance, these feelings in my heart were insane. I was sat in the back on the ambulance and they did all my obs. I was tachycardic, my BP was really high (usually its stupid low) and my ECG was showing Atrial fibrillation, meaning the top two chambers of my heart are beating faster than the bottom two. I was put on oxygen as well because my breathing was a little bit crappy. The medic man stuck a candular in my hand and hit a valve apparently, my hand swelled up in seconds, it was so painful. Got to the hospital and did all the necessary things and then we had to wait...and wait...and wait. Where they'd stuck that needle in the back of my hand and hit the valve, it started going dead. I couldn't feel 4 of my fingers! I called to get someone to take the bugger out. I'm left with a lovely bit blue bruise this morning. My step-father was called to pick us up because we thoug...
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i don't want it to get in the way of her having a normal life or her or her friends noticing i'm weird,why can't mummy eat in front of us daddy? what do u tell a child? i shake a lot too,i didn't think it was that noticable but one day my nephew said to me WHY DO UR HANDS SHAKE SO MUCH?? i had to go out the room and cry cos i could't believe a 5 year old had noticed.i get to the point where i can't breath and just feel like faiting and running away and end up just coming home,i feel like i'm a drain on other peoples lives cos i can't do anything or go anywhere etc,but i had to have a baby one day as i love babies and i'm 33 in jan so would be getting too old,so i couldn't let my anxiety get in the way even though i think it will,this is why i'm so paniky about the birth cos i'm having stupid thoughts ;0( thanks for the reading it was good xx♥xx
Thank God, me being like this hasn't effected my boy in the slightest. He has still maintained a 'normal' social life, despite me being mental, the ONLY initial problem i would say is having to explain to his friends' parents why i can't pick him up, which i now find very easy because i don't give a shit what they think!!!!
Put it this way my lovely, when i was in hospital (taken in because of pre-eclampsia) i was panicking a lot by then, my poor first ex husband who was a life saver, slept outside the hospital in his car because he knew how terrified i was of being all that way from home. It was late October, freezing cold and he did that from Saturday - Tuesday. After i had him on Tuesday evening he was so exhausted he had to go home and sleep. I cried ALL night. They gave me a pill to chill me out, but it didn't work. Luckily, he was there at 8 in the morning to come to my rescue.
I don't think you'll be as bad as that. When labour starts, you don't panic...you don't have time to ;) You will be absolutely fine, i promise. :)